Dear Bethlehem Central High School

Dear Bethlehem Central High school,

I would like to apologize for the following misunderstandings:

I’m sorry that spending five hours in school and then three at a required tutor isn’t enough for YOU

I’m sorry that I misunderstood that the reason of school was not learning but filling out a time sheet for YOU

I especially would like to apologize for thinking the purpose of education

Is to inspire imagination

And create an atmosphere for creation

In which children experience inspiration

Because of passionate people who care for the salvation

Of a misguided youth

I’m sorry that I thought I should get to leave highschool with my graduating class without spending time in summer school instead of enjoying life

I’m sorry that I wasted so much time lounging around in a hospital bed with a needle in my arm instead of enjoying life

I’m so sorry that I have a fear of needles as insane as that is

And I have to keep this needle in my arm as inane as it is

Something is coming like a train it is

Pain

It is

Mental pain

That is

I’m sorry that my body has chosen this inconvenient time to try and make its self turn inside out

I’m sorry that this has worn on my mind and that I’m not up to also having my mind turned inside out

I’m so fucking sorry that I think that I should pass after investing more time than anyone

 But oh not on the right days

Thanks for clearing that up

With Love

Jimy