Nature

Nature is my great motivator

Trees spreading sweet pine on the breeze

Sneeze! Sometimes I forgot pollen makes me wheeze.

Hat her? I could never hate our creator

Streams running flowing over and under various greens

True, true beauty in that flowing blue, blue

You all can enjoy it to

Dreams are made of these scenes

Tall figures that dominate all

Scratching clouds, unique trails never matching

Attaching to each other huddling like a hatchling

Fall? True kings are an indestructible wall

The mountains.
Nature.

Dear Bethlehem Central High School

Dear Bethlehem Central High school,

I would like to apologize for the following misunderstandings:

I’m sorry that spending five hours in school and then three at a required tutor isn’t enough for YOU

I’m sorry that I misunderstood that the reason of school was not learning but filling out a time sheet for YOU

I especially would like to apologize for thinking the purpose of education

Is to inspire imagination

And create an atmosphere for creation

In which children experience inspiration

Because of passionate people who care for the salvation

Of a misguided youth

I’m sorry that I thought I should get to leave highschool with my graduating class without spending time in summer school instead of enjoying life

I’m sorry that I wasted so much time lounging around in a hospital bed with a needle in my arm instead of enjoying life

I’m so sorry that I have a fear of needles as insane as that is

And I have to keep this needle in my arm as inane as it is

Something is coming like a train it is

Pain

It is

Mental pain

That is

I’m sorry that my body has chosen this inconvenient time to try and make its self turn inside out

I’m sorry that this has worn on my mind and that I’m not up to also having my mind turned inside out

I’m so fucking sorry that I think that I should pass after investing more time than anyone

 But oh not on the right days

Thanks for clearing that up

With Love

Jimy

E and C Come Home

Way back in 2008

Growing up in behem wasn’t great always surrounded by hate

That is till I met you guys

Straight shootin dudes who opened my eyes

Realized were now as free as the skies

Tight as brothers skatin behm cops always hatin

Cant grind? only choice is mistake makin

Taken back I feel guilty as fuck

It sucks Im the one who showed you drugs

Now wannabe thugs just because

Gettin caught up in the drug game

Just some kids takin a hit

No fuckin harm can come of this shit

That’s we liked to think

Before we went over the brink

No turnin back now

How? Just what youd say to me

Always talkin about dyin at 23

Yo C

Please change your thoughts man

Please change your actions damn

I wouldn'nt say this to you

If I didn’t know it was true

But dying early isn’t for you dude

E I gotta bring this up too

We were the dynamic duo nuthin could fuck up

word up makin money like it’s a fuckin stick up

But it’s up If I step back and take a close up

I was a terrible influence man

Understand, I’m sorry

Yeah for what I did

But because my help was so invalid

Coulda stopped you from doin all them hard drugs

To afraid of own addictions to budge

Now I can’t take it back I hope its not to late for you

Now I still think back to when we were like glue

Now if I could  bring you back before you were new

Now just ask for help you two arent alone

Now ask for help so we can take you home

Take you home take you home

Take, Take me home
Cause I don't remember

Take, Take me home
Cause I don't remember